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Hey my sweethearts!

I hope you didn't forget me :(

I had some hard time the last months. For my soul and for my body :sad:

What happend?

Some months ago my boyfriend and I decided that it is the perfect time to become mommy and daddy. So we tried to get a baby. We were excited and couldn't wait to fullfill our dream.

The first months I didn't get pregnant, which is quite normal. Also I had almost my whole life a irregular monthly cycle. So I hadn't really any worries.

In the night from the 18th to the 19th September I felt really really bad. I couldn't sleep, I had cramps and very strong gastrointestinal problems. I just waited for the clock to show 8am, so I could go to my doctor.

I was there and said him that I haven't taken any meds because there is a chance that I am pregnant. He immediately treat me with ultrasound. And we saw something on the screen. He said "Congratulation, it seems that you are pregnant in the 5th week. But I send you to a gynecologist so we can be sure."

He at once called with gynecologists, so I could get a emergency appointment the same day. (because it is quite hard here to get a appointment). I got one and had to be at 11am at the other doctor's.

You can imagine I was pretty happy.

The gynecologists checked me up and said then:

"Hmm, sorry there is no pregnancy. It seems like you have PCOS and it is quite hard for you to get pregnant."

Oh boy, this was a shock. My biggest wish in my life was to have a lots of children. This was the only thing I wanted and I have never thought about that this couldn't be possible.

The doctor did some more tests with me and I got a new appointment for 20th of November so we can talk about how we can treat the problem. (A waiting time of 2 month!)

I was so down and sad; and cried a lot at home the next time. :sad:

Almost two very sad weeks went by. I got some cramps in my abdomen. I thought that this could be my menstruation I have waited long for. But it didn't start...
Then I made something silly and I really don't know why I did this. I did a pregnany test.

And it was positive :woah:

I started to cry again, because when this should be a joke, it wasn't funny...
I called the gynecologists and told the news and got a appointment for the next day.

I was a nervous wreck.
And after the ultrasound treatment it was clear: I am really pregnant!

The docotor said this was like a small wonder! I was cautiously happy.

Now I am already in the 10th week of pregnency. It wasn't easy the last weeks. It is no easy pregnancy. I have big circulation problems. I have to sit down every 10 minutes or everything goes black. I also have a lot of sickness and really often head ache and neck ache.

In the last month I lost 3,5kg and I have alomost no energy anymore.

BUT still I am very happy! And I hope I can held my baby in my arms in June :la: :la:

I really try to do all my duties here, but please be forgiving with me. I get tired really fast and I sleep a lot.

So, end of wall of text. I hope I could explain everything :3

:wave: :wave:

I am happy by Metterschlingel

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Big-bad-Rocket Featured By Owner Jan 22, 2015

Hi so you’re Catholic as well. How you doing? Any devotions to any saints? I have to St. Philomena. You know anything about her?

SquishyWild Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Icon request May I have one :)
CreamyShundala Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2014  Student Digital Artist
I love your arts! SO amazing, so amazing just keep up the good work!
AmethystForge Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2014
nice gallery!! :D
do you ever sell any, for example on Etsy?
ClisKira Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2014  Hobbyist
OMG! Hast du No-pe wirklich beauftragt mir ein Icon zu machen??? o.o
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